friday parade. ok. saw you. three times. not even a hi and bye. well.. haiz.. i dunno.. then after that.. met up with xy. missed her! =) ok.. then with shihan and zakiyy.. and shihan is the driver.. and the 2 gers sitting behind dunno where are we going.. so damn dots.. later they drive us go sell how? haha.. ok.. finally.. arrived at bakers inn.. somewhere at fullerton hotel there.. ok.. and me and xy feel that the 4 of us are abit off case.. wear pt kit and come here.. ok.. watever.. we went.. hahaa.. ok.. then went esplanade after eating.. then went lau pat sat.. and went home.. cos we felt dead.. dots..

ok.. then sat.. went clementi to help dad buy seasoned parking.. then met up with bird.. she.. forever.. late.. make me wait like dunno what.. but im a patient person.. so it's ok.. then went je to have lunch.. and this kopi auntie is damn dots.. ask wat we wan to drink.. so i said TEH (milktea) and bird wants ice milo.. so after we waited.. the auntie came back and ask we all wat we wan.. kinda STM.. dots! ok.. then after a long wait.. she finally come.. tot she forget the order.. ok.. so when we were eating.. we saw her carry the tray of drinks walking around.. and bird says the auntie probably forget where to serve.. hahaaa! too damn dots.. hahaaa!! ok.. then went home cos bird going to meet her parents.. ok.. then at home.. tok to xy.. and we kai gong.. until? 4.30am.. sunday.. ok? dead. hahaa.. frequency abit cannot connect.. so like tt.. ya..

so now when im blogging.. she's waiting for me.. damn touched right.. and she's trying to be funny now.. -.-''' ok.. just now met up with her.. to continue to kai gong.. and yea.. going to be done soon.. ya.. von and xy rocks each other life.. i know u are reading.. accept it and lets be fair.. and we wun be FLAT! ZZZZ!!! stop ur nonsense!!! ok.. u can start to read.. rem von love xy ok? hannah.. xy damn impt to von. von also damn damn impt to xy ok. see? im twice impt. whahaaa! dong gan chao ren!

alright.. my day.. too dots.. LOL.. supposed to meet bird at 1pm.. and ya.. like i predicted.. she change to 1.45pm.. ya.. dots.. luckily i havent wake up too.. hahaa.. so i got up at 1pm.. and so when i was like ready to go out.. she sms me 'dun be early' LOL!! forever late!! its ok.. LOL.. and ya.. felt so dead tired. and went paya lebar to interview. we reached there.. and the receptionist is like missing.. so we happily press the bell and waited.. waited dunno how long.. also no one come and entertain us.. and bird said that the 2 of us are like some funny kids.. intrude the place -.- ya.. anyway.. finally got ppl come and entertain us.. LOL.. ya.. and the interview is finished.

pok and bird. rounded face.


ya.. and we headed to lavender beach rd to have our lunch.. and its like 4pm? too dots. nearly fainted. ya.. and decided to have our favourite lor mee.. look at the pic.. make u drool like mad.. damn alot of ingredients.. and only cost $3. eat until u wanna bloat. LOL!!!!

ya.. and we bought a bag.. again~ forever buying same bag as bird.. but different colour la.. and of cos below the bag is my legs la!!  

stupid bird. fly me aeroplane. so alright.. it's another day to rot. ya.. so had my lunch.. then started to take cloth la.. water.. wipe fans.. mopped floor.. bathe.. then went down to help dad to collect something.. ya.. then rotted abit.. ya.. then suddenly.. i supposed it's more than 6 months since you messaged me online.. and suddenly.. you offline.

you bring me up to heaven,
you dump me down to hell.
im still living in the past,
still not used to the present.
then, we were so close.
hi bye friends now.
so near yet so far.
you need me,
im here.
you dun need me,
im still here.
always here.

ya.. ok.. anyway.. then im charge of dinner again, mum just sit at the living room and im in the kitchen. ya.. so she commands and i execute. haha. living room and kitchen. ya. thats how we communicate. can train voice also. LOL. cooked oyster sauce veg.. so damn nice.. and tom yam fish head.. then bought the spring chicken.. and yup.. its dinner time! kinda full.. and now eating apples.. it's dad routine to prepare apples for me.. LOL.. sometimes i prepare for him also la.. ok.. shall watch tv and rot.. and wait for someone to make me laugh later.. ya.. LOL..

alright.. basically.. yesterday.. got up early.. cos got interview.. too bad that i need a job.. LOL.. but it is so damn dots.. because why? the person says that the TOTAL amount of pay goes to CPF. how lame can it be? total amount. so i work when i am 18 years old and get the money when im like.. around 55? LOL!! too lame for me to take it. ok.. then went jurong east to get some stuffs.. and bought my lunch. Chicken Chop Spicy Ramen. It suck ok. Too cannot make it. But lucky have my 1.5litres of green tea to brighten up my day. ya it's lame. ok.

ya.. then at night, chat with xy. she's one act funny freak. make me laugh like shit. at first, she ask me a question, and i replied 'fei hua' which means of cos in chinese. And then, she replied fat flower. which is fei hua also, but in a different pronounciation in chinese. She's trying to act funny. But u all must be there and understand the whole situation. Is so damn funny. Ok, this is another conversation:

xy: tmr my friends coming over to my house to do project.
me: oic.. then ur mum cooking ah?
xy: no la.. cater
me: huh! cater!? wa lao.. how many hundreds of ppl doing project?
xy: no la.. a few thousands
me: dun act funny.. normally do project only 5-7 ppl mah..
xy: 5 ppl
me: then cater wat !?
xy: =.= my mum cooking la!!!

see? this haha xy tricked me. or is that im too naive to be bluffed by her. The whole conversation is too much for me to take it. I nearly went mad. but it's kind of cool la.. LOL!!!

ok.. today.. too dots.. i woke up at 2pm.. tot it was still early u see.. hahaa.. didnt expect to wake up at 2pm! oh my god.. time flies.. and i rotted all the way.. LOL.. and since i have nothing better to do.. i took one damn cute pic.. take a look..

this is Chichi Chan and he's wearing my adidas jacket
because the weather is kinda cold nowadays.

isn't this pic VERY CUTE!!!!???

ok.. hahaa.. im here to blog about today! hahaa.. met up with xy to go town shopping.. yawns.. kind of rain lor.. hahaa! bed is so tempting.. LOL.. anyway.. ya we went.. kinda lost.. LOL.. xy is tour guide.. ok.. went wisma? to get some breads from breadtalk.. hahaa.. and thats our meal of the day.. hahaa.. ya.. then went taka coffee bean and start to have our lunch.. then wat.. chit chat.. for like 2hrs? kinda alot of things to say ah.. act funny only.. -.-''' .. hahaa! then started taking pics before leaving coffee bean.. and xy have some shaky hands.. and the both of us took tons of photos.. cos every photo we took.. the angle kinda damn problem.. hahaa.. ok.. this is one of the pic that we took..

take a look at xy stupid face..

she's weak in making faces.. LOL!!!

and this is our cute cute lunch.. wahahaa.. my bread is bigger than xy's.. LOL.. and she hates whip cream

ya ok.. then we went heerens.. cos xy wanna get havaiians slippers for her friend birthday.. ok.. then went mini toons and bought a damn cute piglet.. oh my god.. ya.. ok.. then went adidas.. cos i wanna buy the adidas jacket.. ya.. but then.. decided to go back to the last shop that i visited last time.. but i just cannot rem when i saw it.. so i called my fren.. and xy led the way of cos.. and guess wat! hahaa.. wrong la~~~ LOL!! is at shaw house.. ya.. so we went shaw house.. and found the adidas shop.. hahaa! but!! LOL!! the shop dun have! LOL.. ya.. quite haha.. so we went back to heeren.. ya.. and i bought it.. wahhaa.. ya.. then dead tired.. dunno why.. hahaa.. and same thing.. xy trying to act funny.. damn dots.. xy.. stop eating small fish and eat big fish! ZZzzZZzz..

no idea what to blog about actually.. suffering from some sleepless nights.. haiz..

we were then, so close. promises have been made. Till now i still strongly believe that we will last. 2 years have past from then and leaving me doubting about it. Why do we feel so stranger when im just standing beside you.? Do you still need me like how much i need you? If you don't, i'll leave quietly..

to this friend of mine, though i know you are not reading.. but i still want to pin it down.. i know that this period of time is hard for you.. and that you cannot handle it.. but that doesn't mean that you can continue to run away from it. Jolly well brace yourself up and face the problem. Do you think that by hiding, the problem will be solved by itself? Do you think that by telling me that you need a break will solve the problem? You know it yourself. Since you have the answer, why do it? I'm really really very disappointed in you. Think about it.

basically sat and sunday.. rotted all the way? haha.. yea.. well.. it sucks when i have to rot.. but it's ok la.. i didnt really rot.. did some admin stuffs.. blah blah.. alright.. thats abt it.. cos dad went thailand.. ya.. but he's back! haha.. ok anyway.. nothing much though..

today 18th of july 2005.. so fast hor? 3 years liao.. 3 years back.. 2002.. a day to remember.

ok anyway.. today went to fuhua.. did some stuffs.. and it is raining~ cool~~ and i had my mixed veg rice! hahaa.. lame ok.. watever~ .. hahaa.. lunch rocks.. dinner rocks too.. haha.. ok.. share with u all something:

Girl and Mum walked into a supermarket and girl saw a notice.
Notice: Dear Customers, should you spot any expired products, please report to the counter and we will reward you with a $10 voucher for your cooperation.
Upon reading, girl told mum about it.
Mum to girl: So next time we bring an expired canned food here and report to the counter and get a $10 free Voucher. =)

hahaa!!

IM BACK FROM MALAYSIA! haha.. lol.. ok.. took 160 from je to there.. got me, fatin, khairi and ailin.. hungry like mad.. dots.. yup yup.. then chop chop passport.. walked there.. yea!! pizza hut!! haha.. ordered the 4 person meal.. which consist of 1 hawaiian pizza, 1 chicken supreme, 1 jug of coke, 4 soups and 4 breadsticks. then we added one large platter and 6 chicken wings.. malaysia is the whole wing.. singapore only that pathetic drumlet.. hahaa! eat until so shiok.. hahaa.. ok.. then bill came.. RM 72 = S$ 36 .. so each person only $9. LAME right? sorry.. should be.. CHEAP right? hahaa!

wa lao eh.. hahaa.. then got damn heavy rain.. so we ran! LOL! experience la.. hahaa.. ok.. then shop around.. somethings are cheaper than singapore, somethings more expensive than singapore.. ok.. got the levis lady style jeans.. =) RM229 = S$100. LOL. CHEAP. haha.. wanted to buy the belt.. BUT! more ex than singapore.. haha.. dots.. ok.. then bought a adidas trackpant.. cos now my trackpant kinda.. hahaa!! ok then? walk lor.. haha.. then they got their things.. then we went home.. next time shall go again.. so many things to buy.. argh..

welcome back.. hahaa.. ok.. i think i shall start blogging every day or once every 2 days.. hahaa.. stm getting bad to worst.. hahaha!! anyway.. ok what did i do for the past few days? think i slacked.. mopped floor.. ate.. rest.. excercised.. hahaa..

ok today.. went for basic theory test.. oh YES!!!! I PASSED!!! wahahaaa~~~!!! -.-'' . no need so excited.. ok i know.. but i just cant help it.. hahaa.. and wat is the next high thing? im going malaysia tmr for shopping!!! oh.. can tmr quick come.. wahahaa.. will blog again after i come back from my malaysia trip ok? hahaa..

today.. tired.. -.-.. cos why.. slept at 4am last night.. dots.. tv too attractive.. ok.. so woke up.. then went queensway shopping centre with fatin.. walked around.. bought the new nike sports b**.. haha! ok.. then fatin got her things.. then had lunch at mac.. then took a bus to town..

dunno why so damn crowded.. becos is sunday.. haha.. went Borders.. yea.. got my organiser.. must be thinking now is july.. then i buy.. then from jan - june is wasted right? hahaa! the organiser is from july - next year july.. LOL.. cool right.. haha.. ok.. then.. RAINED.. -.- nvm.. got underpass.. hahaa! then walk here and there.. hahaa.. then went taka.. walked ard.. bought trackpants.. doesnt look like trackpants? ahaha.. look abit like those do yoga one? but look from some angle.. look like trackpants.. ya ok.. hahaa.. then then.. went heeren.. bought earrings.. hairband.. kinda tired.. hahaa!

just now rained.. my bed now sure shiok.. hahaa! but still busy chatting.. so awhile more ba.. cya!

im back! hahaa.. ok la.. 1 week right.. anyway.. dun expect me to recall watever have happened during the past week.. getting old nowadays.. brain cells not that active.. hahass.. roughyl wat i have done.. hmm.. went out to eat with parents.. had tons of durian.. durians is in fashion now.. hahaa.. oh.. it's a fattening fruit.. oh.. abt fruits.. warning: DO NOT eat apple seed because the apple seed got cynide/synide.. i forget the spelling.. well.. it's a kind of pollution.. or in other words.. poisionous when consumed.. one may eventually die.. proven and tested by those doing research people la.. do go tell your parents or whoever..

ok.. yesterday.. haha.. damn problem.. can i ask why are beds so attractive.. hahaa.. anyway.. after parade.. wahaha.. dinner!!!! DINNER at BALI THAI! or thai bali? watevers.. haaa.. the food rocks big time.. pineapple rice.. bbq chicken.. special tofu.. tom yam soup.. sweet and sour fish.. mushrooms veg..mango dessert.. still got wat ah? ok forgotten.. damn rocks big time.. hahaa.. oh.. the bandung and barley is nice!!! FAINT~~

ok.. then wat i doing now? blogging of cos.. and wat am i going to do after blogging? dots.. am i going to dots all the way? hahaa.. think i have stuffs to do.. but just that dunno how to go about doing.. dots.. there are lotsa songs around these days.. argh.. someone please send me.. haha..

wed? yeah.. ok.. where was i.. oh ya.. went to ngee ann to met ailin,fatin and huisi for lunch.. then went off to meet xy.. headed to hq.. reached there.. wahahaa.. guess wat.. the auntie say the BUC plaque not ready.. WOW.. conclusion? = wasted trip. LOL

thursday.. ystd.. did i go out? ya.. went out with bird.. WOOT! it's like so damn long never go out with her liao lor.. ok.. headed to bugis.. cos i wanna go bras basah complex.. and guess wat? i also dunno how to walk.. hahaa.. so in the end.. we ask this ah pek security guard.. and he pointed the direction for us.. and we both walked until some arab street.. malay street la.. and as we walked.. the ppl stared at us like some ailen.. zzz.. ok.. then of cos.. we are heading the wrong way.. hahaa! walked until concourse sia.. then went in and ask the receptionist auntie.. and she said is another way.. we walked wrong liao la.. so in the end.. we walked out and took a cab.. WOW.. SO FUN! ZZZZZ.. ok.. then got the things i want.. then walk ard.. then took neoprints.. wa.. price getting higher sia.. neoprint can earn damn lots.. ok.. then came back to je.. cos bird frens jio her watch movie.. then me of cos got meeting.. so met firda and xy and saliha.. ok.. then blah blah.. ate kfc at entertainment.. ok.. then byebye.. LOL.. basically.. gd day la.. LOL

friday.. intended to wake up at 10am.. but ya.. woke up at 11am.. LOL.. the bed too tempting.. hahaa! ok.. then went fuhua.. ok.. went to look for her.. lol.. yup.. she's fine.. i think so? hahaa.. ok.. after parade.. had pizza hut.. woot.. hahaa.. then watched war of the worlds.. ok.. this show rocks my life.. watch it! is damn bloody nice..