no idea what to blog about actually.. suffering from some sleepless nights.. haiz..

we were then, so close. promises have been made. Till now i still strongly believe that we will last. 2 years have past from then and leaving me doubting about it. Why do we feel so stranger when im just standing beside you.? Do you still need me like how much i need you? If you don't, i'll leave quietly..

to this friend of mine, though i know you are not reading.. but i still want to pin it down.. i know that this period of time is hard for you.. and that you cannot handle it.. but that doesn't mean that you can continue to run away from it. Jolly well brace yourself up and face the problem. Do you think that by hiding, the problem will be solved by itself? Do you think that by telling me that you need a break will solve the problem? You know it yourself. Since you have the answer, why do it? I'm really really very disappointed in you. Think about it.