boreds. bored to the max. but actually i got tons of things to do. but seriously dunno where to start. humms.. shall do it later after i blogged ba. must have some discipline pok! high expectations are set for you! oh gawd~ LOL!

went imm with net. LOL. ate madly at long john as usual. shall try the restaurant at level 3. looks nice. LOL! and shall eat fish & co too! then no longer i need to queue madly at jp. LOL! walk around.. lol.. stepped into adidas.. woot.. got my tee.. and i want that bag! lol.. wanna to get some more items.. but.. CONTROL! I CAN DO IT!

* currently watching jay chou.. he's forever on tv.. support him. be original. get his latest album 'Still Fantasy'. Available in all CD stores. =)

im mad. lol.. then walk around.. went daiso.. net bought something nice.. think i will get it also.. then walked.. bought mua chee.. LOL! the jap one la.. not the $1 pls.. then bought scoopz ice cream! chocolate cookies. WOOT!! next time eat double scoops. hahaa!

alright.. shall start work! be organise!!!

*i think i saw you. i think you saw me. but both of us turned away. how great.

woot. 2nd day kayak. nearly died. LOL! tired. LOL! after that.. alight at clementi.. wanna buy bubble tea.. LOL! chocolate milk tea. LOL. think still original pearl milk tea nicer. LOL! then was at bus stop waiting for bus.. cos im sitting down.. so in front of me.. got a girl sitting down also. here comes the funny part. got this pervert uncle. keep toking to the girl.. then he was going to buy a drink.. so he ask the girl whether she want anything. the girl was scared to the max i tell u.

then the uncle came back with a can of drink. he open, drank, then again ask the girl whether she wan or not. LOL! and he keep toking/asking the girl.. as if he knows her. haha! actually the girl is waiting for her fren, must be praying her fren quick come to save her! then her fren came, is a big size guy. then the guy came.. stared at the uncle.. then the uncle still ask the fren whether he got any spare ciggs. LOL! but the fren say no of cos. so after the both of them left hurriedly, the uncle went the the nearby dustbin to pick up those 1/4 cigg left to smoke. OMG! too dots to the max.

ok.. then bro call.. so actually bro gf also coming to clementi.. so bro picking both of us up and head to imm for dinner! woot. bro treat the famous chicken rice in imm. yess. its nice. then went to adidas.. woot.. gonna buy that tee right after i get my pay. cant wait. saw my darling xy. so got fate. LOL! then went scoopz, woot.. the ice cream rocks to the max. the sales person is friendly too. bro bought me a durian scoop, gf a chocolate cookies scoop, and nothing for himself. whahaa!

today. end of kayaking course. =) im injured. im tanned. im in pain. LOL! ACHES!!! how to work tmr!!! LOL!

i hate salt water! LOL! kinda dark after 1 day out at sea.. or i should say already very dark.. LOL.. dots.. tmr 2nd day.. -.-.. too dots.. but seriously been a long time since i last kayak.. rusty liao. LOL! someone should invent something or some devices or some equipment or watever to clear water from kayak.. instead of doing those see saw.. hahaa! that would be a great help man..

dear son, i know what you are thinking of man. You need time to adapt soon. But the time will be short. Face the reality. I cant control your thinking. I only can help you. Think about it.

blogged just now but too cute blogger encountered some quite clever problem. hence, im not going to retype. LOL! wait for my next post. thanks.

watever i do, is just to hope that you are happy. although i know wat i do cant make u really happy, i know ive done my best.

i dun wan to accept your thanks, becos thats only wat i can do. and i will do.

but deep inside, i feel so useless.

=) don't worry. be happy.

oh my god! who is that!

a pretty he or a handsome she?

anyone who have the answer please tag.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

woot.. kinda long never blog liao.. have been wanting to blog.. but dunno why i never blog.. LOL!! ya.. same thing! LOL! working!! oh yea yea.. got jay chou songs a few days earlier than his release date.. LOL! BUT HEY! I SUPPORT ORIGINAL OK! I GOT PRE ORDER. lol!! ok watever.. was so god damn addicted to ALL his songs again..

and he got me HOOKED. was staring at the lyrics madly and singing madly and memorising madly and everything is mad. LOL!! cant wait to have his album.. so on friday.. finally my off day.. went to town to collect it.. dun ask me why i so mad go until town.. cos i was there.. so shun bian buy ok.. LOL! watever! but actually my mp3 and hp is already equipped with his songs. LOL! and till now.. im so proud that i have memorize around 5 songs liao. WOOT. im mad. watever. im like tt.

and ystd. sat. channel 51 was showing the wan ren yan chang hui (some mass concert by tons of singers). and the commercial show that jay chou performed. and i also watched entertainment news about it. and i waited till 4.30am for his turn!! LOL! cant believe it.. im like still onlining.. look at laptop and tv.. waiting for him to appear.. at the meantime.. my dad woke up to go to work.. can u imagine the scenario? and when dad is ready to go to work.. i was in the living room ' pa! zhou jie lun!!!' LOL!!! too funny.

and just now he was asking me..
dad: wat time u slept?
me: after u went to work, i went to slp
dad: huh?
me: i was waiting for jay to perform wat.. after he sing finish for 5 mins, i went to slp.
dad: u stayed till 4.30am and u working morning shift.. just to see him for 5 mins and u slpt only 4 hrs.
me: of cos man!
dad: go and buy his cd and listen la!
me: erm.. i bought.
dad: *speechless*

LOL! CUTE RIGHT! but its ok.. they know i love jay. haha! and just now mum was complaining about me. -.-'' saying that i have too many tons of bags, too many tons of clothes (which i feel is very very less). then she was suggesting to dad to go ikea and look for some shelves or watever to STORE my stuffs. and of cos im so damn excited. LOL! new look to my pig sty. WOOT!

kinda long blog today yea.. dunno why.. LOL! and guess wad? channel 51 is repeating the replay of the concert. am i like going to stay up to wait for jay chou again? LOL!!

oh ya.. and i forgot to mention that the careful me sprained my right ankle. how exciting can it be. left ankle last friday. right ankle at last tuesday? LOL! those who wan to learn how to walk properly, please see doctor koh. LOL!!! doctor koh is a certified and qualified ankle breaker.

is it meant to be like that? maybe yes when time past. maybe not if we could turn back time.

was excited at first when i saw your sms. but kinda not anymore. until it has been confirmed. maybe im immune to it already. you cant blame me for that. you made me feel that. but im not blaming you at all. seriously. not abit. because i understand.

it has been like more than like 3 years. im kinda looking forward for the upcoming meet up, but on the other hand, im feeling lost. what will we talk? how will we behave? i dun wanna regret. i just cant help it. to let emotions take over in this case. becos you should know.

have i grown up?
have i not grown up?

what do you want?

im back to blogging. was away for camp.

friday - went to work. lol. took wrong bus la! wassup man, have been working for more than 1 year and this time round i took the wrong bus! haha.. some numbers problem. didnt i see it clearly? hahaa! watever. as long as im not late for work. haha. and actually you won't be lost in singapore. LOL!

sprained my ankle again while working. too dots. basically im just standing on the floor and the ankle go CRACKED~ holy shit! next day i have camp!

sat - camp! woke up some damn early time dunno for wat. met son and was locked outside the school cos the damn good sch havent open! LOL. camp rocks afterall.

in the lonely night, i miss you.