i will blog once i have the full collection of the taman negara trip pics. LOL!

i just wanna let you know that i still care so much for u.
and i hope you will feel it.

but if u think im irritating, then let me know.
cos i dun wan you to feel disturbed.

if you think that you feel uncomfortable seeing me, then let me know.
i will hide myself from you.

watever im doing, i just wanna salvage everything.
cos i cant bear to let everything go like this.

i have been trying for years. and i have got no more motivation.
cos you took it all away.

how am i suppose to tell you everything that i want to tell you.
when i dun even know you know about it.

that watever it is.. is becos of you.
im thankful to you of wat i have become of.

i dun wan say byebye to you, to the special friendship.
i dun wan us to smile to each other, like the most familiar strangers.

sometimes. some decisions are so hard to make. it will make u go crazy.

sometimes. all you need to do is to talk it out to your close ones.

i love my friends.
i love my colleagues.
i love everyone who loves me.

though my parents nag at me sometimes, i know they love me. and i love them.

they always pamper me.
but i am no spoilt brat.

watever i wan, they will get it for me.

sometimes. life is not about passion. people need to grow. passion is not enough for u to survive.
in this reality world.

i never blog for some 10 days. -.-''' and i kinda forget about everything. -.-''''

i only know that..

i have become more and more blind.

everything is LOL.

hope i dun see my money wrongly. =)

sprained.my.ankle.cos.my.legs.have.got.no.eyes.

maybe sometimes. people just need to vent out watever they have inside.
maybe sometimes. people just need to be alone awhile and think about everything.
maybe sometimes. people just need some motivation.

im fine. =)

you said ' keep everything to yourself, and ur heart and mind will become balloon, u keep pumping, 1 day, it will burst '

but it seems like i cant tell you anything.

spiderman 3 is a great show. it worth ur bucks. go watch it. i feel like watching it again. =)

i wanna eat subway. tuna foot long. + 1 large barley + cookie + chips

i have never eaten so much macdonalds in my life.

im getting fatter. LOL!!!!

unknowingly. Oops....

im feeling so emo right now. i dunno wassup. and i love to know.

im getting bad tempered. which i hate it. cos i just dunno how to express myself.
im getting so tired. from everything.

i so feel like stepping down. like wat my frens did.
"it's time to let the new blood take over"
can i?
NO YOU CAN'T.
probably. i just need a long break.

am i doing too much?
or is it a must for me to do?
or is it i have NO CHOICE?

i guessed. my life for the next 1.5 years. will be the same. and i even can predict my shifts.
i hate it.

"it's so difficult about being alive"

chichichan - 2002 June - 2007 May
thank you for accompanying me for 5 years. i enjoyed being with you. but it seems like you are dying soon. you know me best. i will always remember you.

you.
5 years.
2 years of heaven.
3 years of hell. and still.

we are the most familiar strangers.

how are you?

i..
really..
really.......
really.........
wanna ask.........
how are you?
wat exactly happened?

1095 days.
i have been trying to give up.
give up. who doesnt know how to?
me.
teach me.

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met up with cxy for shopping. went towning again. but im still quite lost here and there. alright~ cxy has a super long list of things to buy.. but in the end, LOL! dunno wassup with her. far east like got tons of things la.. but kinda not my type. LOL! cos street brand/no brand. LOL! bird favourite.

ok anyway, went charles and keith at wisma. and cxy bought 2 pairs of heels or watever you call that. kinda nice la hor, when she wear i mean. cant imagine myself wearing that. probably u will see me in hospital for my ankle physiotherapy. -.-'''' and hor! dunno wassup with the C&K staffs, all got black face + not happy face + dots face + fierce face = zzzz face. ok. -.-'''

then went MSQ for dinner = kenny rogers. and they changed their menu. it become a smaller booklet. and the chicken dun have black pepper sauce. OMFG! but the side dish still as nice la. and i feel that the lemon tea become nicer too. LOL! but no black pepper sauce is quite dots.

headed to suntec for ben and jerry. though i went that like 2-3 months ago, im kinda lost again. LOL!! wassup man~ still must see street directory. LOL! but anyway.. ben and jerry still rocks.


mud pie and cheesecake. LOL!

rained in the morning. slept till so shiok. sh sms me.. say meet 3pm. LOL! cos she also just woke up. LOL! ok.. both of us were so hungry and we keep whining abt it. janet wanted to meet us at evening and plans to go partyworld with us. but we decided to eat pasta mania first cos we are so super duper hungry and janet dun wan to eat. LOL!

headed to heeren. and i got my 2nd pair of havanianas. =) $49.90

and i think those guys working in NUM are getting more and more no standard. LOL!!!!
after that, went to levis, where sh and i dunno spend how much time in there. LOL! new series of jeas is like super nice.. and sh is damn tempted to try and yup. she bought it. LOL! and janet is too lazy to meet us in town. so she decided to go home. LOL!

then we went tangs. cos i've got $20 voucher to spend. LOL. went everywhere.. but couldnt find a nice top. so saw this CK perfume. it smell so nice can! LOL. went around trying other brands.. but still think that this CK is nice. LOL!
CK in 2 U, 50ml $65

then went zara. -.-''' tried a top. and ya la. i bought it la. $75. LOL! no pic.. cos i lazy to clear my bed to put the top on the bed and take a photo of it. LOL! sh tried a top, but the stitching have some high and low problem. LOL!! then went Guess. cos sh wanna buy wallet. but too bad there is no nice ones for her. so we walked around.. bought 2 beard papa. LOL! and sh decided to go back to Guess, dunno for wad. LOL! and just nice, this sales person took out this red small bag, and sh got so excited. and she decided to buy it. LOL! that's probably the last sales for Guess. LOL!

gd shopping day. =) spent tonnes. next pay quick come. im anticipating. LOL!

rainy morning. so nice to slp. met naing for mac breakfast. fav hotcakes with sausage. the auntie didnt wrap naing sausage egg muffin properly.. so when naing wanna take it up from the tray, the bread and the egg dropped out. made me ROFL. LOL!

and i dunno wassup with today customers. they are all ZZZZ. and of cos, some customers are nice. so think of the nice customers ard in order not to make myself blood boil.

auntie: nowadays, everywhere also sell low waist bottoms.
me: yup, nowadays fashion low low mah, u squat down, then can see backside.
auntie: ya la! haiyo.. our generation is wrap all, now u all no need wrap, like that not gd leh.. lure molester and increase raping. later b*ngl*h molest u also dunno.
me: ROFL~ LOL!!!

after that, went to search for my nike pumpkin bag aka gym bag la.. -.- and i found it! cos queensway no more stock. -.-''' anyway, it's ok. as long as i got the bag. went to world of sports first, then i saw. the pink one. -.-'' i asked for a black one, and they say dun have. so i requested for the staff to help me check which outlet have the black one, so this new staff went to consult this senior staff i think, then the senior staff told me world of sports only carry the pink colour. such a big company, carry only 1 colour. -.-''' so i went royal sporting house. and they have it! and have new pieces too. and have grey colour as well. ok watever. as long as i got it.

and then, i went burger king with siti. cos im too excited abt that spiderman toy. LOL! with every kids meal, u get it free. if you are getting normal meals, u gotto add $1.85 to get the toy.. which i did of cos. all out to get the toy! LOL! ok. im still super duper young can. so super excited over it la!

press at the back and the web shoots out. LOL!!

and ya. i collected my levis specs. told you in my previous post it has got super nice side. LOL! craved out levis wordings. LOL! ok. im like 10000000000% satisfied with the specs. =)


after 2 years, im going to use pen, read notes, do assignments, projects, groupwork and examinations. bless me.