alright.. im back to blogging.. life as usual.. chinese new year coming.. work work work.. facing tons of customers per day.. toking craps as usual.. asking for discounts madly.. watevers.

anyway~ new year! change my bedsheet to my favourite winnie the pooh~! yeah!! alright.. then.. change hp together with bro, becos both of us decided to get new handphones.. and dad approved! yeah!! alright.. continue with my birthday celebration.. is never ending.. till now.. not ending yet.. haha! gonna extend for one more month.. hahaa!

oh yea.. jay mtv dvd is out, together with latest song ' huo yuan jia', especially for the movie 'Fearless' starred by movie action star Jet Li. grab it! i already did. =)

notice my wishlist getting shorter and shorter? hahaa. next. shoes! =)

alright! shall update about my 19th birthday!! alright, 1st appointment by my dearest xiaoying.. she booked me like when huh.. i kinda forget.. ok nvm.. met up with her and headed to heeren nydc.. duno how many thousand months never see her.. alright.. then after dinner, she's like passing me the BIG paper bag saying ' happy xmas and happy birthday ' LOL! becos we havent even exchange the xmas gift.. how wonderful can the 2 of us be.. LOL! so i dunno wat to say.. so just say.. happy xmas and a happy new year.. it's 16th jan.. and im still happy new year.. LOL!!!

and of cos.. i got a ARTISTIC card from her!! hahaa.. and tadang! the birthday present! IT IS SO DAMN CUTE OK! but with my face and her face printed on the hippo tee.. if i were to hug the hippo.. HMMS.. LOL!!

xiaoying ke ai gift!!! =)

alright, next today 17th jan!!! my BIG DAY!!! alright.. went to work.. can i believe that im working on my birthday! LOLs. too dots. tot im working till 2pm only. BUT! incharge got meeting.. so cant rush back.. so the good me.. have to stay till incharge is back.. im whining and moaning when working.. poor 2nd incharge have to tolerate my whinings.. LOL!

alright.. was waiting for cab.. need to rush like mad.. cos the CIs are all waiting for me in school.. and this BLOODY **D*** couple is like suddenly standing in front of me.. and just nice got cab.. and they got it.. can you imagine the 'damn-this-fishing-couple' look on my face when im like rushing for time!? alright.. went to unit.. and got a little 'why-did-the-cadets-know-about-my-birthday-look' face on me.. -.-''' entered the room.. ya.. soon the celebration start..

my prima deli coffee+ chocolate cake! zakiyy say it's from a damn far place.. how far? FFFAAAARRRRRR~~~~ (but i think it is just opposite the school)

and shihan insist that it's a chinese culture to use your mouth and dig out the candle which he push it so freaking into the cake.. and of cos.. he's just trying his best to come out with a reason.. to press my face into the cake.

don't you think that my hair is nice? LOL! and yeah! i got the candle between my teeth!!!!

and yeah!!!! group pic.. quite limited.. LOL! and anyways.. thanks you guys for creating a HAPPENING BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR ME!!!

 

last but not least, thanks to those who sms me their wishes. AND! MY CADETS! oh man.. i didn't expect giftS from you all.. T_T   im touched. REALLY OK!

-.-''' was supposed to meet bird at jp at 10.30am. 9.30am woke up.. call her.. she still slping. -.-''' so she say meet 12pm. so i continue to slp. call her at 11am. she's rolling on her bed. she say meet 1pm at je. -.-''' i reached je at 1pm. handphone ring.

bird: pok, where are you ( i tot im late )
pok: im at je interchange, where are you?
bird: im still at home
pok: -.-'''''''''''''''''', what time are u coming out!?
bird: soon, i still havent make up.
pok: -.-'''''''''
bird: i'll give u a call when i got in a cab. bye

alright.. so bought breakfast + lunch for her.. look at my watch.. 1.20pm. called her.

pok: where are you?
bird: okok, im leaving my house. (hearing her closing her doors) call you again.

too nonsense. haha.. but im used to it everytime going out with her. LOL. alright.. after that, she went work while i went artfriend to get some stuffs. then walked around.. waiting for her to have a break.. went to topshop and get some stuffs.. finally it's her break. went wisma food republic to have the famous fried prawn mee.. wiu weet.. damn nice.. gonna eat that again soon. hope so.

then she went to work.. here comes shihui and her bf.. then she bought her cardigan.. then headed to heeren for my sandals.. but.. eerks.. cant seem to find one that i really like.. haix.. then went adidas.. and bought a adidas team pants. with shihui. LOL. it is super duper nice la. gonna wear it soon.

i wanna eat tons of things. bird and huisi, chinatown porridge or marina steamboat or both? wanna eat the properous pizza hut too. alameen too. marche too. bird is forever tempting me. but everything gonna wait till she get her pay. too nonsense.

There are so many things i wanna tell you. But everytime i see you, i just dunno what to say.
There are so many mixed feelings.

AHHH!

WHY IS IT HAPPENING IN THIS WAY!

IT HAS ALREADY BEEN SO LONG!

AS LONG AS I THINK, I GET NOWHERE!

I CANT DO MY STUFFS!

WHY!!!!

mentally breakdown.