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wat a morning~ luckily is last lesson for ocom.. argh.. FINALLY! argh.. but anyway.. my day is brighten up by my frens.. went shopping and then after that! we don't know where to go and decided to go to JE and lim kopi again.. and talk crap.. hahaa!! really love them lots! muackie!

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wa.. didn't go home until today.. haha.. went to buy food yesterday at 12pm.. with huisi and bird.. haha! and wah! never see huisi for so long.. changed her hairstyle.. wad a waste.. her hair was so long and in such a good condition and she go and cut it real short.. haha! around 6pm.. bbq started! and guess wat? as we are using those eletric pit, we gotto slot in 0.20 cents to provide electic for the heater.. and the best part is.. we slotted in so many!! and there is no heat.. how to bbq!!! then i started kicking the machine.. haha!! then.. we only left with one last coin.. and slotted it in.. and it works! haha.. then all of us were so excited bbq-ing.. and then! around after 15 minutes.. it ran out! so all of us were like ARGH!! so we manage to get hold of the number and called the person to come over and check it out.. so in the end.. we changed pit.. haha! we had lots of fun yeah? hahaa! we rocks!! then after the bbq.. some went home and left 8 of us.. haha.. so we walked all the way to jurong east and lim kopi.. haha! then.. we crapped a lot.. then some of us is like quite sian.. so shirong told us lots of ghost stories.. and the atmosphere is like so tensed up.. my god.. he's really a great ghost story teller.. and then.. bird was so scared until she cried.. oh my god.. then our bladder was so tight.. but none of us dare to go into toilet.. somemore.. all coffeeshops are closed.. and the nearest toilet is at the 2nd floor of one JE building.. haha.. so the 8 of us (4 girls 4 guys ) squeezed into the lift and clinked on to each other.. ahaha.. and becos the girls were to scared.. the guys accompanied the girls into the girls toilet.. haha.. and guess wat? the girls are still scared! and 2 of them went into 1 cubicle.. haha!! and bird was so scared that she don't dare to go into toilet.. hahaa! and none of us dare to go home.. so we decided to go home in the morning.. haha!! then the 8 of us went to another spot to settle down and continue to tok abt everything and anything.. until 6am.. then we took the 2nd bus to go home and slp.. hahaa.. wat a great day and nite! i love you all!!

dead. haiz.. wat a way to start off my blog.. having infa test tmr and i have only studied till 4.1 and i cannot take it anymore!!! somehow, feel that i am lack of discipline since poly starts. WHY LIKE THAT!!! hate myself for landing in this kind of situation. Wat am i going to do about my life? Do i really have to give up on studies? Wad do i really want? Who am I now? Someone, help me.

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sleepy. hopeless. tired. 3 words to describe myself today. wat a day.. had infa.. and that annie chiu go through 1 accounting qn for 2 hrs!!! bored to death.. luckily i had 2 boxes of panda chocolate biscuits to keep me alive throughout the tutorial.. hehe.. then had econs tutorial.. and guess wat? it was raining.. but i didn't slp ok? hahaa.. finally went for CIP lecture.. haha! but guessed wat? all those present.. are not listening to the lecture but studying econs.. hahaa! and that includes me too! but then.. due to the weather.. i slpt.. haha.. study until halfway.. slpt while listening to jay chou.. haha! =P don't know why nowadays.. felt so tired.. so restless.. argh.. last but not least.. i love my tee! YEAH!

wat a tiring morning i had.. woke up at 6.30am!!! just because of one presentation.. i need to wake up 1 hr earlier.. faint~ then could hardly concentrate on econs lecture.. argh!! hahaa.. don't know wat happen to our lao da.. 1st wear skirt.. now polish toe nails..hahaa!! yeah!! my afternoon have been brighten up by.. wahahaa!! had fried ice cream.. oh my god.. so nice.. wahaha.. lalala.. got a new nike tee.. mumuahahaa.. got jay ticket liao! so damn happy.. super looking forward to his concert..hahaaa.. hmm.. tmr got econs test.. haiz..

wat a day.. woke up at 12.40pm.. haha!! pig hor? not bad la.. then gotto pack my table.. argh.. see no point.. cos after i have packed, it became messy again! hahaa!! hmm.. kind of super busy.. with my studies and npcc.. forever receiving messages.. haha.. hmm.. it have been 28 days.. thx for appearing in my life.. going for jay concert!!! woohoo!! yeah!!!!

i love my day!! hehe.. quite pleased with my cadets today.. wahaha.. hey.. you guys did a great job! haha.. anyway.. hahaaa.. got home quite early today.. cos got ppl send me home mah.. long time didn't sit that car.. hahaa.. kind of miss it.. anyway.. muahaha.. had a great day la.. just came back not long ago.. had a feast again.. nowadays.. eat eat eat.. haha!! hmm.. it have already been months and i didn't really get a chance to settle down.. to focus on my studies.. to do my own things.. guess it's time to do so.. actually.. don't really know what i really want.. haiz.. everyday just happy go lucky.. but well.. thats piggy! hahaa!!

WA!!! so sian.. just reach not long ago.. wat a boring day i had.. went to sch and had my chicken bun again..wahaha.. forever same.. anyway.. something surprising happen! von wore skirt today! i don't mean that she don't wear skirt.. but it's like.. eh.. don't know how to describe.. anyway.. our class created a commotion.. guessed she feels quite awkward.. haha.. got 2/5 for quiz.. fail again.. hahaa!! aiya.. stupid bstats.. don't understand a thing.. and the tutor was like so.. eeyea... hahaa!! waste my time only.. argh.. but anyway.. hahaa!! wat's the good thing today? is that i am going to have a feast later.. wahahaa!!!

Wahahaha!!! Today piggy finally got her blog!! All thanks to yvonne ah.. erm.. by the way.. is not thanks to myself.. is my so call 'twin' .. mumuhahaa!! sorry.. too excited.. hahaa!! today is a cold day.. burrRRrr.. cold~ chatted with doi and bird just now.. hahaa.. too happy.. keke.. anyway.. haiz.. think got to buck up le.. failed 2 out of 5 modules.. so.. haha.. hey von.. got to help me ok? thx ah.. owe u lots.. next time treat u a meal.. haha.. ok.. got to go and busy le.. smile! hehe.. today get to eat rice bowl.. haha.. though it was raining heavily.. our class went all the way out to the bus stop to the atrium to eat my rice bowl.. so super nice.. oh my god.. told the auntie to flood it with mayo.. oh my god.. u should really try it.. haha.. yummy! and now? waiting for my parents to be back.. to bring me food.. told u i love to eat..