yawns. well, life as usual. things happening, though bird told me not to think abt it, i feel that somehow or another, it has affected me in one way or another. was trying damn hard not to think abt the things, but seems like it is repeating and repeating. it is always there.

was only hoping that we can have a gd talk. was hoping if only we have the chance. do you hope?

seriously after 3 years, or after thinking for 3 years, i dun wanna think anymore. i dunno if you have been thinking for 3 years, i dunno how you feel. becos im so tired of guessing and making myself going crazy cos of you. life shall move on. i have already stop moving for 3 years. hearts you as before.

GSS is here.. but i dun even have a day to shop. haix. someone just give me a day. please. if it's possible.

to my friends: i miss you all dearly. hearts.

well, hope that im getting better.

fatin and firda came over to my shop and visited me. or i should say.. is on the way.. so they came. LOL! well anyway, glad that they came. hahaa! have been quite some time since i last seen them.. =)

bought oreo bubble tea.. god damn.. it rocks my life. currently addicted to it. all thanks to my boss who intro me to that. if not i will be dying with my pearl milk tea as always. LOL! oreo flavour is so damn nice.. try it! of cos must buy from the shop i bought.. hahaa!!

going overseas next week. kinda quite looking forward to it cos at least thats the time i can relax myself and dun think of anything.. i need a break man..

i dunno wat to say

why did it happen in this way?
am i thinking too much?

im going insane. or should i say, i have become mad.
i dunno who am i now.

i just threw tantrum at my mum.
i dunno why.
she didnt do anything.
im bad. feel the anger.
i dun wan this to happen.

it is all becos of..

i need a psychologist.
seriously, i think i need some help. mentally.

ANSWERS!!!

SCREAMS!!!

HATE ME!!!!!

im tiring myself, so that,
i can slp without thinking.

i dun wan to think.

it is too tiring.

results are the same.

unknown.

till date, i still dun understand. or perhaps, you never let me understand.

are they signs? are they hints? let me know.

becos im going mad over you.

last sunday.. worked morning shift.. after that.. prepared some surprise for my boss.. then went town to get a cake for her.. went to find bird cos she's working.. and she want me to buy some bubble tea for her.. and it's kinda ex.. and she pay me back in COINS. -.-''' she dots. but i still love her. LOLS!

monday.. off.. haha.. went town again! wanted to go artfriend to get some stuffs for jeans designing competition.. pls pray i win at least something.. haha! went to find bird again! yea! i know you love me.. went for lunch together and she have to return to work. borings. went breadtalk to get some lovely breads. damn nice. loving bread nowadays.

tuesday. WOOTS! long awaited D&D is here!! and i wore heels to work. cant believe it. just becos of D&D. LOLS. watever. worked morning shift. so 6pm when im preparing to close the shop, some problematic customers were like gossiping and commenting ' huh.. so early close meh~ ' CAN YOU OPEN UP YOUR EYES BIG AND LOOK AT THE NOTICE PASTED OUTSIDE!? hecks. continue to close my shop. LOL! woot.. then boss makeup for me.. cos i suck at that obviously. in the end.. noticed that my heels doesnt suit my whole image! haha.. so hurry up went to get another pair of heels.. and it is real comfortable man.

saw bird over at the hotel. woots. love her. take pics madly. then got dinner of cos. -.-'' lucky draw. why didnt i win the 1st prize or the 2nd!? then i will MC for 1 month. LOL! took cabby back. company should pay. must feedback. LOLS!!!

i saw bird 3 days in a row. craze.

becos she's lack of love,
she tok to toys,
to clothes, to empty cartons.
everyone ard her think she is mad.
but she isnt.
becos she's lack of love.

as usual, have been working madly. having company d&d soon. looking forward to it. =)

people are flooding banks and ATMs everywhere. the sight of it is -.-'''. wassup with the progress package money. LOL. alright, though im not 21, i feel that government should not give money in this way. some minister or dunno who actually said it was to help the needy. come to think of it, you are giving to everyone above 21. so to those living-well people, those few hundred bucks are just like peanuts to them. but to those needy, they will think that god is saving them.

well, my fren and i actually think that government should not give out money in this way, or rather, they should give some coupons or vouchers, such as maybe GIANT/NTUC ones, so we can shop for groceries.. and in the end.. it is really to the needy. right?

and the GE is too dots! every moment u switch on the tv, it is the same report throughout the day. -.-''' i also can memorise. just hope everything will be over soon.

im going mad over you.