is it meant to be like that? maybe yes when time past. maybe not if we could turn back time.

was excited at first when i saw your sms. but kinda not anymore. until it has been confirmed. maybe im immune to it already. you cant blame me for that. you made me feel that. but im not blaming you at all. seriously. not abit. because i understand.

it has been like more than like 3 years. im kinda looking forward for the upcoming meet up, but on the other hand, im feeling lost. what will we talk? how will we behave? i dun wanna regret. i just cant help it. to let emotions take over in this case. becos you should know.

have i grown up?
have i not grown up?

what do you want?