sometimes i just feel like storming in and take a look at you. to let you know i really care. hoping that you are alright. but i know, if i do that, i probably stare blankly in front of you. for some reasons i know. if not, i probably storm in and run out, regretting my action.

sometimes, i just have this mad thought running in me. i hope that i got knock down by some speeding cars which will land me in some hospital, praying that maybe you will come and visit me so i can take a look at you. hoping that you still care abt me.

all i wan is just an answer.

i tell you. im going nuts.

i never hate you.

just let me know.

at least.

please.