tiring. stocktake last night. yawns. dunno why but i think im getting fatter? LOL. or should use a different manner to describe, having a bigger build. LOL! and on the other hand, i think im getting stronger. but still a super long way to go. becos right now! is to concentrate to my again-having-foot-rot-leg and the ugly-patchy-unbalanced-tone-hands. haix.

it's going to be thursday.

hopes.

* im trying so damn hard to save. =)