why. why have things turned out this way. it's not that i wanna dig up the past, it's not that i keep thinking of the past, hoping that wow, how wonderful if time could turn back. don't you ever think of the past? don't you!?

i dunno wat's life going to be. for me. for you. how i wish to know.

all we can do is to smile at each other. IS THAT ALL!?

i miss you so much. so much.