wat do i wan to do with my life? i have no idea. and i don't even bother to think about it. thats me. like it or not. accept me. i dont care. i am pissed off by you all. wat do u actually wan from me? i have been honest. but wat do i get in return? nothing. why is that so? why can't i gain some trust from u all? pls tell me why. why did you all suspect me time and time again? WHY! i hate that. hate it to the core. and i don't think i deserve that. u all have hurt me. dats all i know. INDEED.

where are you when she needs you? do you know how much she needs u? do you know that she's taking it all by herself? do you? DO YOU?